I have been a bad blogger. I suppose that is still preferable to being a bad person, but I feel the guilt nonetheless. I am not sure what wooed me away from sitting myself down and expressing, but suspect it could have something to do with life in general.
This is not the first time I have enterained the thought of blogging enough to actually log into wordpress and begin tapping away at the keyboard. It is also proving to not be the first time I find myself at, yup, a loss for words. Some random thoughts:
1. I have been working out more consistently over the past several weeks than ever before. I have knocked things up a notch and, while I feel strong and tight, I am damned tired. Pilates, spinning, treadmill and weights are all great for me and are supposed to give me more energy, but it ain’t happenin’. I am just tired.
2. Georgie’s Halloween costume consists of a black evening dress (complete with rhinestones) and a long, shocking pink wig. I am disturbingly undisturbed by this.
3. I find Facebook to be more entertaining than I, a 43 year old woman, should.
4. I text more frequently than Harrison, nearly 14, does.
5. I know so many people that when I am out somewhere and *don’t* see anyone I know I am surprised.
6. My quest to find a way to make money without taking a job has been fruitless. So far.
7. Rich and Harrison are going to Israel for ten days in February. I am staying home with Georgie who will be on school vacation. My mother and mother in law (who regularly save me from insanity) are both going to be away. I am officially panicked.
8. I am having a really good hair day. I pay way more to have it cut than I want to, but JP gives me the best cut ever. Okay, it takes about ten days before I can manage it, but after that it rocks.
9. I have my nails dones religiously. It goes a very long way toward my happiness. Really.
10. I have lost 18 pounds since June and want to lose another 10 and then my life will be perfect. Right?